I worked a lot yesterday...and
I mean I worked A LOT. By the time I was done spackling a bedroom, I felt like
the cobblestone and the cracks in buildings needed some mortar too. Really.
That’s how I felt.
Two days ago, Sheila
found out I was Italian, and yes, I am Italian. My mother’s father was from
Milan, Italy. She said that I’ve always looked European and that maybe that’s
why I like Europe so much.
Hmmm. I do really love
Europe. I love the people, the atmosphere, the way of life. It all seems so
down to earth, which is a cliché phrase that I really do not use all that
often. I have been called “down to earth” and it’s a label that I somewhat
agree with, so with that in mind, maybe that is why I love Europe. It’s a small
part of me, but a part nonetheless, and I guess I feel and embrace it more than
others.
Being here the five
days that I’ve had has really put a dent in me. I’ve began to think about
things in a different light. Maybe I shouldn’t jokingly antagonize people as
much as I do. Maybe I should have learned more German before I came, and maybe
I learn to be less shy. Now, don’t get me wrong; I don’t want to change myself
because of others, but I do want to live in such a way that I don’t regret not
doing something because I was too shy. And maybe that’s everyone else’s goal
too, but it’s definitely something I’m going to work on while I’m here.
Here’s what I’ve done
so far to combat this (please excuse the spelling—it’s easier to say):
I can now order one or
two scoops of any flavor of ice cream. (Svei kugel de vanille bitte.)
I can also ask for
bread in the bakery. (Fufe normal brochen bitte.)
Well. that’s all I can
actually say, but it’s helping my confidence. I also talked to a lady in the
airport. It’s nice that I’m actually using what I learned at my Daniels
Scholarship program. We had the distinct privilege of listening to a lady named
Deborah Fine, who wrote a book called the Art of Small Talk. She was very
charismatic and I learned so much from her.
So far today, we went
on a 16 km bike ride. It may have been less, but the sign definitely said 7.6
km to Traben-Trarbach when we were in Krov, which is where we stopped to go
swimming and get ice cream. We had the pool all to ourselves because everyone else
is still in school. I really cannot believe I rode that far. Now, I did have to
stop and walk a couple of times (on hills mostly), but as hard as that was for
me, I’m pretty proud of myself for going that far.
Well, I have to go and
mentally prepare myself for tonight or tomorrow or the next warm day. If it is
nice out and the Mosel River clears up and slows down, I told Robert I’d jump
off the bridge into the river. Don’t think I’ll do it? Just you wait!!!